The End

Hey guys and girls. This is the last blog I will be writing, as you all know. I am a very private person usually and I don't have much as far as emotions go, but writing this blog has not been so bad. There have been pros and cons to all of this, but it was also, in a funny way, relaxing and nice to open a little. I know we won't all go to the same class after this, but I'll see you around school. Thankyou for the experience.
Sincerely,
Malcolm MacMillan

Normality is strange

To anyone who cares, nothing really happened this week. The only thing that frustrated me slightly is that I found out my dad had hooked my grade book to his phone. If I score anything lower than a 90 he gets a notification. Who am I to question my dads motives tough. That's it really so I'll wrap things up here.

Pride of Country.

                A friend once asked me why I was so willing to be crazy things. I told him it was because I was willing to die for the honor of my family and if I was able to pull off the things’ I did the more honor my family gained in the eyes of others. Then he asked me why I wanted to join Delta Force where there is an even bigger chance of dying. I looked at him and asked him if he was willing to die for his country. He told me he wasn’t, and I immediately asked him why he was still living in this country. He got pissed at me and yesterday he insulted me publicly calling me a psychopath and things I’m not able to say on this blog. After two minutes he was crying like a baby. So, yeah, I went back in progress this week and I can’t say I regret doing what I did. 

Nearing the Holidays

Hey guys, I made progress in patience this week. The patience wasn't really that hard to accomplish. I was teaching a little kid a new outdoor skill at Trail Life and for some reason he just wasn't able to accomplish the task that was required of him. I got really mad at him and felt like drop kicking him across the room. I just walked away for a minute, drank some water and went back to the kid. after another thirty minutes he finished and I almost started to dance around in joy. That's really the only change that happened, but at least it was a change.

A stand still

Hey guys, sorry for the late post. I had a long weekend of work and homework. Nothing really exciting happened so I'm going to wrap this up. See you soon.

Progress...Finally

This week I made some significant progress. The first week of the new grading period and I managed to snatch at least one A in each class. I also managed to forgive three people for various mistakes they made. Normally I don't forgive someone, but I managed it. I don't completely trust these people one hundred percent again, but, maybe, I can learn how to re-trust people later. Not yet though. There is such a thing as too good.

Time??? What is this time you speak of???

Three weeks are getting to me. In a bad way. I woke up yesterday and thought it was Tuesday morning. I'm only half awake when I get home most of the time. On Thursday I got home around 5:30 and almost walked right into my sister within ten seconds of walking through the door. It was a poor mistake on my part. She later told me she had almost failed a Trig test earlier that day, but at the moment I didn't know. And my sister took this mistake of mine as a good chance to let out a little steam. She immediately took a swing at me. Believe me when I say nothing else wakes you up better that a fight. We ended up fighting back through our hallway and into the living room. My mom came out of the kitchen and told us to stop. I apologized to Autumn and asked her what was wrong. She told me and I did my best to show some compassion. Which means I gave her an awkward hug. But it's still an improvement. And I'm glad of it.